Love's labour lost? Not yet!

I chase you and you run away from me,

I go away, you follow me

Y art thou, my love, you do this to me?

Wat makes you so unreachable, unfathomable

I can see you go away

Away into cupid's alley...

I run towards it blindly-----stumbling, falling

You smile at me from the gap in the closing doors

I call out to you...

You turn your back to me, walk away

Tired of running, I crash and tumble

Burnt out, bruised, I still call your name

I close my teary eyes, dust-caked face

Visualise you just once more...

I have lost you forever

My soul cries out in searing pain

Wish my heartbeats stop forever...

I erase my memories,

That soothing touch, a caring tone,

A voice I may never forget

Hands that once touched my soul

Lips that kissed my hair

Arms engulfing me in a strong hug...

Bitterness seeps in

As I wipe my eyes, stand up

Take one last look behind

And walk ahead...

Years later, strains of music in the fore

Images flash before me

In black and white

As I tread the same lanes...

I hear a familiar voice

Calling my name

I turn around and see him

A heartbroken soul

He reaches out to me

I look him in the eye

Once bitten, twice shy,I say

And walk out of his embrace...

This time, I hear a familiar cry,

A single tear escapes my eye

I walk ahead, shake my head

Ironical, I say!

What goes around, comes around...

What's right, what's not!

Myriad shades cloud my senses,

Negative energies surround an unusual quiet,

Silence occasionally broken by vibrating fans,

Lingering thoughts wandering in the maze of rights and wrongs.

Deepened hues of past and present

Come alive in distorted images, reflections

An angst-ridden mind engulfed by self-doubt.

Waves of sadness drench me, 

Leaving the shores of my mind trembling, wet.

Floating on the surface,

Slowly, yet steadily,

Plungin' into the soul -
A sweet surrender to the 
deep abyss of the mind.

Tangled nerves suffocate a hurt soul,
Few seconds left before dyin',    

Still seeking answers to the
Rights and wrongs of life!                                                                                            

Mita Vashisht & Shubha Mudgal version....

Manwa mein mere aandhi hai uthi, bas stubdh khadi hoon main
saanson mein paar apani hi saans, nishabd khadi hoon main
duniya se jeeti jeeti, khud se haari bas dhwast khadi hoon mein
aaina main aur aks main, madmast khadi hoon main

laaga chunari mein daag chhupaau kaise
laaga chunari mein daag, chunari mein daag chhupaau kaise
ghar jaaou kaise, laaga chunari mein daag
cham cham cham cham jhanjhwaat, antar mein gunje divas raat
ek shunya shunya, tapti vishal, maaya ka madhyam mantra jaal
mann ki dasha se ladati main phirati vishwast khadi hoon main
mari laaj main hoon, chunar bhi main hoon, chunar pe daag bhi main
ho gayi maili mori chunariya, kore badan si kori chunariya - 2
jaake baabul se nazarein milaau kaise, ghar jaau kaise
laaga chunari mein daag chhupaau kaise - 2

main dhwast dhwast, main nasht mast, main saral viral main ativishti
main shaam shwet baadal me rate, nirjhar si jhari hoon main
andhiyaari raat deepak mein baat swapnil si bhari hoon main
kanchan ki kaaya apna hai saaya bas khud se ladi hoon main
lakadi mein gili thodi simi simi tham thamke chali hoon main
hai maaya maaya hai chhaaya chhaaya aatma par saaya main
nistubdh khadi hoon main, nishabd khadi hoon main
vishwast khadi hoon mein..... (laaga chunari mein daag)
laaga chunari mein daag.......

Bavra Mann (my fav song)

Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavri Se Dhadkaane Hain, Bavri Hain Saansen
Bavri Si Karwaton Se, Nindiya Door Bhaage
Bavre Se Nain Chaahe, Bavre Jharokhon Se, Bavre Nazaron Ko Takna.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavre Se Pair Chahen, Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Thartharati Low Ho Maddham, Bavri Madhoshiyan
Bavra Ek Ghooghta Chahe, Haule Haule Bin Bataye, Bavre Se Mukhde Se Sarakana,
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Mirage of thoughts....

Open-ended roads, long highways, and
memorable bike rides....

...and yet, I am still waiting of that
one bike ride on my favourite red Pulsar
wonder when that day will come! ;)

Awry oblivions...

An emptiness fills up the silence within,

No feelings, no emotions, as I watch the world crumble in front of me,

Traffic buzzes past me,

blurring my vision, thoughts,

Mirage of an existence called LIFE appears at all bends and corners,

luring me into the dark oblivions!

Plungng into the depths of the darkest chasms of Earth,
Eerie calmness transcends my mind, body and soul,

Bursts of light pierce through darkness,

Flooding an entangled cobweb of thoughts

Hope lingers on amidst unsatisfied dreams, desires

A spark within to get up and fly.

Flying high, flying away to the green pastures of dreamy castles,

As a secret garden awaits to be opened,

With keys hidden in a tiny brooke.

Carnival of Rust

D'you breathe the name
Of your saviour
In your hour of need
And taste the blame,
If the flavour should remind you of greed
Of implication, insinuation and ill will
Till you cannot lie still
In all this turmoil
Before red cape and foil
Come closing in for a kill

Come feed the rain
'Cos I'm thirsty for your love,
Dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah feed the rain
'Cos without your love
My life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

It's all a game
Avoiding failure
When true colours will bleed
All in the name of misbehaviour
And the things we don't need

I lost for after no disaster can touch,
Touch us anymore
And more than ever
I hope to never fall,
Where enough is not the same it was before

Come feed the rain
'Cos I'm thirsty for your love,
Dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah feed the rain
'Cos without your love
My life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Yeah feed the rain
'Cos I'm thirsty for your love,
Dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah feed the rain
'Cos without your love
My life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Don't walk away, don't walk away,
Ooh when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away,
Ooh when the heart is yearning
Don't walk away, don't walk away,
Ooh when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away,
Ooh when the heart is yearning

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Ode of a hurt soul!

Each word of yours pierced me like a thorn does to a rose, 

Tears flowed from my cheeks, flooding my eyes. 

Pain struck me like thunder and lightning. 

My brain went into a swirl, twisting me from within. 

 

I kept writhing in pain, yet u did not even turn behind to see the hurt! 

 

Connections felt lost, some blood ties snapped,

The only bond with the womb gone,

Sadness hugs me like a child to a mother! 

 

27 years of hurt leaves me numb today,

A feeling of emptiness haunts my heart and soul,

Some pains are temporary, some remain life-long. 

This is meant to stay forever!